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This was the glass.

Where I begins to question myself.

What's the question you say?

Well it goes like this...

Does it matter to me?

Or does it matter to me anymore?

Does it hurt to let it go?

When the waiter take the glass away, Clare said:"Awww someone just took your lovely glass away."

And Crystal said:"Faster get it back from him!"

Stephanie and Eveline were just laughing there.

(Eveline's laugh is very sharp ><)

What did I do? I was just sitting there...grinning.

They reminds me of something.

It was hurt to lose it and quite a number of people advised me to choose a new one.

I never thought I fell into this trap so deeply.

It was painful.

At first I thought I have to get out of this trap as soon as possible.

But when I look back at this picture, when I remember that night.

They really taught me something...

that although it hurts, I shouldn't let it go.

Am I going to oppose everyone that said to let it go?

Well, I think so...

Nah, maybe I just need more time to get it off.

I think I lose my confidence... that makes me so sticky.

All my close female friends have their sweet relationships.

This makes me jealous... am I really worse than them that makes me lost a precious thing?

Is not like I'm desperate to get the thing...but am I really a terrible person?

Am I?

I felt pain in my heart, probably someone would say I'm exaggerating.

But is true!!!

Everytime I heard the story where he and she got some sweet moments, I felt happy for them!!!

But I also felt pain right after the happiness.

Heh, this was like the longest post I have ever written in my blog.

I look back at the post, I also quite confusing to what I have written...yet it is true to me.