Not a great start.

4 weeks of university had passed.
All I have been doing is just.... study.
My social life is in mess.
I can't depend anyone around me anymore.
I'm sick of it, but what can I do?
Stop studying and be socialize?
Can I?
Can I just freaking stop study?
No!
I can't!
Is not that I don't want to stop, is just that I really can't stop.
I've been study for months, and I still feel that I've left out from the academic.
Yes, now I'm left out from academic and social life.
To be general, I'm left out from society... or you could say, world.
This or that?
Neither a choice ... nor duty.